How long does it take to get a black belt?
I knew better not to ask my teacher this question for all
the obvious reasons, but I was able to ask it of the senior student in the dojo
who was a black belt.
Kyu level students will eventually ask this question, and
for a variety of reasons.
At the start of the martial arts journey there is tremendous
enthusiasm, drive, and determination. Everything is new, all of the movements a
new possibility, and so much to learn. It can be hard to stay on the martial
path in the beginning if one does not have a target- and often the black belt
is that target.
Other students will ask how long as the focus for them is
developing skill, the black belt in the martial arts and popular culture being
associated with said skill. If one has a black belt they are skilled in the
martial arts, and if I get a black belt that means I am skilled in the martial
arts.
My reason for asking was a little bit different.
In order to get into the advanced classes, one had to be a
black belt. The classes after regular class, where the high level stuff was
shown.
I had no idea what high level stuff meant, but the martial
artists in that advanced class were all first class- If I could get into that
class and just move like them, be mentored from them, that would be something in
the martial arts.
I wanted to learn everything I could about the martial arts,
and I didn’t want anything to hold me back, so I had to get into that class…
…which took about 6 years.
Just what was in the advanced class?
Practicing and exploring the martial arts techniques from
the densho. Movements and strategies from ancient martial arts tradition,
passed down from teacher to student for hundreds of years.
My first perception of the densho was what I was looking
for, new martial arts movements, strategies, and ways of doing things, so many
martial arts moves I had never seen before. Those first few years I took exacting
notes, memorized all the names and moves, and got pretty good at replicating
them on demand. After a few cycles through the densho, I had a pretty good
working list of what to practice and how to practice it.
I felt pretty good about this list and my place in the
martial arts.
Yet, over time I’d sometimes see certain parts of the
densho, certain techniques shown differently. Sometimes they were little differences,
and other times quite different. Aren’t the kata always that kata?
I would often be told taking notes was a waste of time,
trying to collect kata lists and analyze each part was a waste of valuable
training time, being told to just let the densho speak for themselves. It took
quite a few years for me to give up on trying to collect kata and trying to
find the way to do the kata.
At some point the densho changed, or did I change?
When did it first begin to change?
It was a few years after a sensei from Japan had shown parts
of the densho, learning them from the master directly, who in turn sharing them
with us. In turn I was asked to show some of the teachings from the densho, and
in reading through my notes I saw something different for the first time. It
was not the physical movements, putting the steps together, but rather how the
movement of the densho made me feel. When the movements of the densho were done
to me, when I experienced them, what that felt like.
Could I replicate that feeling?
I try to be kind on myself, telling myself it was a
necessary step along the way, but the truth was that I had wasted many years
collecting kata, collecting the right way to do them, taking notes, when I
should have been chasing the feeling, just existing in that moment in time,
that moment that will never exist again, where a teacher, a mentor, a shihan,
shares a movement with you from the densho.
Can you replicate that feeling?
Can you share and transmit that feeling to another?
Can you make that feeling something else through the
movement.
Now when I am asked to share something from the densho, when
I am asked to show a kata, there is always a pause in my time. Perhaps one is
thinking I am reviewing the steps and mechanics of movement, but really I’m
flipping trough thoughts and feelings in my heart and mind, re-living those
moments when I was shown this part, or had to done to me, or experienced that transmission
from a teacher. I’m trying to exist in that moment, call up those memories and
what it felt like, before doing my best to pass that feeling to the next person
learning the densho.
Densho as a chance to exist in different places and times.
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